Life without you |
Living a Life Without You A life without you would be hell on Earth A dreary pit of misery Even though I hate to admit it I don’t think I could be without you No one to hold me tight through the night No one to fight away the demons in the night The ones that fill me with panic and fright No one to reassure me that I have a purpose No one to help me through life No one to shower me in love No one to protect me No one to take silly pictures with No one to make cute nicknames No one to go on adventures with No more pictures together However, no more worrying No more pain No more hoping youre okay No more fretting about you being in the arms of another woman Because I know you already will be No more hoping youll never leave me No more wishing I knew how to make you happy Because she already does No more heartbreak and fear of starting over Because I already will have after you leave No more dreaming of our family Because maybe we aren’t supposed to have one No more baby names and Pintrest ideas For a child we weren’t supposed to have No more late nights wondering where you are Because I know youre in her arms And shes better than me otherwise you would’ve never left Sometimes I’ll wonder how you are But I’ll know youre in a better place and happier Since I’m not there Since I’m gone Beginning again for the last time Pursuing a career since a family isn’t something that could work for me Because I’m so mentally fucked up Because I’m controlling Because I’m a nothing Living a life without you would be hell for me But paradise for you Atleast no more memories Who am I kidding Maybe all I’m supposed to be is a single childhood memory A mistake made To get you to your better life Living a life without you would be hell for me but happiness for you |