I don’t know what I want

I don't want to feel miserable anymore.
I don't want to play the victim again.
I don't want to spend my time criticizing my actions and thoughts.
I don't want to be sick and tired all day long.
I don't want to spend the rest of my life in this job.
I don't want to be the "Yes" girl.
I don't want to please people just to be loved.
I don't want to party as I used to.
I don't want to be a sheep like everyone else.
I don't want to follow the rules.
I don't want to wear heels and be sexy.
I don't want to stop eating chocolate and cheese to have a perfect body.
I just want to be me.