This is a heart filled poem. I hope you enjoy my feelings. Was made in November,5,2015. |
I fake a smile That goes on for miles They smile back I am on track I cry when im alone Basically my home My mom hates me I'm not meant to be Why am I here? Sheading every tear Do you not hear me? Please I'm on my knees Will you help? Do I stay and yelp? I've fallen My heart is swollen It's hurt And burnt No one cares Bring on the flares Burn my body It's all bloody You hear me cry Do you want me to die? Am i a mistake? Is this not my place? I pour my heart out I better watch out Is death my friend? Is this the end? All this suffering Finally ending? Thats a lie I cannot die He watches my pain This is his gain I hate this game Always the same He see's me Watching me bleed I want to end it I don't want to be hit Is it over? I have no lover I need love As soft as a dove Yet i am in the ground Trapped in a pound I need affection I have depression He's not even sorry Doesn't even worry Is this me? What can't i see? Am i not human? A young woman? Do i need help? Do i just sit and yelp? Will it end? No love you send "Dont be mad"? I'm sad This is my story Isn't it lovely? |