why do I want to write?

So here I am again, another year has passed by, and not gotten anywhere with the writing

I wanted to get done. I don't know why I put off writing lately. Got ideas for stories, but from the grey cells to the paper or computer is the problem.

I do have the time, and I can write. I guess the excuses come up.

Why do you want to write, who said you can write, would anyone read what you have written. I am sure you also have been through that.

what can I do to get myself motivated? join a club, no I don't think so, join a group of writers, critique group. What I really need is that motivation,

a story to write an inspiration something that will grab you by the jugular vein and write about it! again am I good enough, am I fooling myself? goals, goals, goals, ok another year coming up, what about setting a goal, a small one how about be creative with this?

write about a character, describe them. how about an outline of the story? hmmm sounds good.
the journey starts with a step. ok, one step at a time. write write write.