JERKY LOVE

JERKY LOVE
whats gotta happen ?
Baby everyone hates me ,
i seek for simple love ,

BUT god has not given me improper love from people's ,
father's doesn't understand me very well ,
and my mom is also the same ,

sister listen me you re going to the wrong place ,
don't go with HIM listen mine words ,
but mine life is going on ,
my rejoice was like a impatience ,

i m lookin for a smile ,
but i couldn't smile back and in front of people's as fake,

as you love me dad and mom ,
you Botha hate me ,
i don't have even sisters love ,
i was even close to my friends ,

but no one was good to me ,
i was swinging my self ,
but i m already gone ,
but my voices never sleep in the world...

i m just looking down and walking lonely ,
i started to sober myself ,
not to give a mercy ,

mercy died i was blind,
i was fool ,
it was prejudice myself ,

i trust once ,
but i get hurt several times,
this is mine fucking life ,,

every time you rejoice my words ,
i bluff my self ,

just stay with me ,
believe me baby ,

i was not in your pocket my mom and dad ,
just don't throw me ,

cuz i m already in a dustbin ,
i m just lookin down ,
but my rejoice its not good for me ,

i believe some people's ,
but not my families ,
my pains starts from my families and my ECO friends ,

people's don't cry when i m gone ,
as the days i ve lived with ,
a wonderful moment i had with you all ,
i just surrender to go out of this world ,

i has my secrets ,
its my melancholy ,
to livin a fucking live,

stop hate but hate me ,
i m just jerk ,
i can't hear you from now ,
hear me i m just gone as coffin,

i can't protect myself,

MOMMY AND DAD ,MY SISTER MY FRIENDS MY SADNESS PROTECT YOU ALL ,

million's of people's ,
i m just living like a haters,
when i m gone ,
JUST carryon your life ,
DON,T FIND ME ,

I M DEAD .....

WRITTEN BY - MAHESHWAR ESAKHI .E