Gloomy Pain

Every person gets those days when all they want is to disappear into the darkness. Fall into a hole and just keep on falling. Let people forget about your existence, and forget about it yourself. For it today is one of those days.
When I woke up nothing felt right. All my muscles were surrounded with clouds of pain that weren't planning to leave. Hair covered in now seen as ugly pink paint, that once made me feel like a fairy. Everything felt grey, unattractive, tired. Getting up covered in fatigue wasn't making anything better. Yesterday's report with my shitty grades and was staring at me from the table. Like it wanted me to notice it, look at it again, remind me of the fails. I got up, ignoring it. Today was the tournament, last one for this season. I had to go, there was no other choice.