My Prayer

Heavenly Father,
I know this prayer is full of a lot of I's and want's and I know you alone understand my heart and my intentions.
I humbly come before you and pray this prayer in your name Christ Jesus.

I don't want to be a fake it,
take it,
break it,
halfway barely there
plastic pushing,
soul crushing,
spirit draining,
sin blaming,
side stepping
sometimes when I want to be Christian.

I want to be a back packing
journey taking
ground breaking
spirit training
soul serving
bulls eye aiming
truth seeking
heart warming
loving Christian.

I want to live out loud for the Lord.
When I say I want to live the journey,
I mean; I want see it, hear it, read it and learn it.
I want to feel it, believe it, breathe it, and receive it.

I want to obey it, praise it, crave it, and pray it
I want to hold it and mold it, be bold with it
I want to sharethe richness of my soul
I want to say it out loud
I love Jesus my Lord and Savior with all my heart and soul.
I want to be a healer of hearts, a reflector of our Savior's light. I want to shine it, glow it and grow it.
I want to walk it and talk it, sing it and bring it to the foot of the cross.
Preach and teach aboutour Savior's grace and mercy.
I have a hand, I want to extend it, bend it, and friend it.
I want to help others with it.
I have a voice, I want to use it to soothe it, speak the Gospel plant the seed and feed.
I have a heart filled with compassion. I want to spill it and fill it. I want to share it and show it,
squeeze it and please it, I want to use it and love it, I want to reap it and sow it.
Not for my glory or my works but for the glory of our God the Father our Lord Jesus Christ.
I want to be your servant Lord use me in a bold way this I pray.
Amen