Pending Title (Two of a kind)

They often say that life's greatest event is love, so how come I have to suffer so much by watching the girl I love be abused while I just smile and support her? I laugh as I know how the world works, the world is all about beauty, wealth, and intellect, not all of these have to be present but if you exceed greatly in one your life is easy. I am aware I am a little odd, I have been constantly told how I have tons of potential but I never see any, I do not have any of the three aforementioned qualities for an easy life. I smile as I know where the guy who is currently pushing my metaphorical shit in falls into the beauty department, the big popular town oaf, Ethan Ferrick. I smile as life has no meaning to me most days, I could drastically change it at any point I chose yet I have not. As I fall down onto the pavement to take me home I pondered my life as I listened to the muse of the rain hit various objects around me, I smile for the reason that I absolutely love the rainy weather, it's the only good thing about the shitty town of Thornville, which resided in the northern part of Ontario. Thornville was famous for it's rain which is the only reason I do not completely hate this small town filled with no hopes, dreams, and a bunch of deadbeats. Unfortunately I am also a deadbeat, recently graduated with low grades, I do not put very much effort into the quality in my life as I have no idea what I want to do with my life