Collection of poems surrounding general themes of someone lost & finding their way |
Lousy Sitting in this lousy car Writing down these lousy bars Wondering how I use these lousy words To calm my lousy nerves Living in this lousy squalor. Drowning in a lousy parlor Lousy writing lousy songs Lousy feelings last too long. Man I've been feeling lousy Even when I whip it flip it speed don't get a ticket I only rush for a few minutes then I'm right back in it Doubt is closing in Picture perfect porcelain On her skin Still got me feeling lousy Man why can't I write a song as good as Chance do Why can't I be like Kendrick make songs people dance to Why can't I be as famous as Drake I been putting work in & the name still out ain't Lake But it's okay Imma get past that point one day Maybe not today, but soon But for right now Man I'm feeling so lousy Even when I find air to breathe, finally get my glasses clean and fall asleep & have a good dream Everything still isn't as it seems I got my doubts closing in Picture perfect porcelain On her skin Still got me feeling lousy Man I gotta break outta this slump So fed up taking all these lumps But no more Yea it takes time do it right, soda pour Do this I will, Yoda you can call me Hard & determination and look where it got me Sitting thinking whipping in a Bently Sounds good don't you see? Of course you do. What am I even saying Losing track of all the stuff my brains creating |