Hypocrite

A hypocrite I am,
I tell you why its better to forget
I tell you it’s going to be okay
Yet still I am hanging on refusing to budge
A hypocrite I am.

A hypocrite I am,
giving the brightest and most perfect smile.
Yet still I am dying inside,
trapped and broken.
A hypocrite I am giving hope, where hope can’t be found.

A hypocrite I am,
Holding on for dear life,
When all I want to do is to let go.
This constant contradiction that lies within me.
A hypocrite I am, a fool for thinking I could I can hold on.