Misery

She left me alone in the darkness of the night
All i asked was her to be my guiding light.
She made my life hell and i lived miserably
Without a friend and without a mother.
You made the choices that put you away forever
Now im alone without a mother.
I became independent and relied on nothing but myself
But I guess that was nothing...
Because i began to cut myself.
I was hurt and alone
Afraid to ask for help.
Nobody noticed and nobody cared
That I was Depressed and they were unaware