Life

As I hear a distant laugh
I feel it's because of me
It's just my paranoia
But I feel like I've made gaffes

I have no special talents
No real friends or hobbies
I've no reasons to be glad
Plus my mom can be violent

I can't say life has been fun
Or that life will get better
But I don't want the gamble
I don't fear death, I won't run

Even now that it's too late
I do regret this outcome
Blood is everywhere, so much
It's the end, I know my fate