Alone

By: Niqabi

Do you ever feel so alone? Like you have no one but in reality you have everyone and everything? and theirs just this hole in your heart and theirs nothing to do about it? That is how I feel now and it hurts because I just cover it up with fake laughs and smiles. All of the time being spiritual and seeking help from Allah (God) and just pouring my heart out and making supplication helps me and also listening to the recitation of the Quran because they are the word of god. Life can be complicated sometimes and sometimes when it gets to overwhelming your just relapse and give up but don't do that. At this exact time I am doing this I feel that hole in my heart I didn't at all prepare to write this I just opened up a writing page and poured my heart out. Life will always be life and my favorite two verses of the Quran is one where Allah says, "Verily after every hardship comes ease" and the second is where Allah says, "Allah does not burden a soul with more than it can handle" and I just remember that whatever hardship I am going through is something I can handle and after it there will always be some sort of ease.
Thank you and I hope you can relate to it