These Things I've Done

These things I've done
         heartbreaking
These things I've done
         like no other
These things I've done

I wouldn't accept such abuse
         from a single person
I wouldn't accept this pain
         from even myself
I wouldn't accept this

I left her
         in the dark
I left her
         with pain residing in her eyes
I left her

I cant handle
         myself
I cant handle
         this mess
I cant handle it

I left her in her room
alone and sad
I left her there to handle it herself
I left her there without any thought
I left her there to just accept
I left her there with the thoughts
         she's better off without me
         she needs to find someone else
         she wont miss me

Only to realize she loved me
         but now its too late
Only to realize she would have waited
         but now this isn't true
Only to realize this fear was wrong
         that is was all in my head

Oh, these things I've done
         ...these things I've done