Sweet Tortures of Love

I saw the mirror under me
It was as fractured as me
It was in pain of being useless
So many pieces, so hopeless

I saw a fractured sky beneath them
Each one - a gate to the dimension
So many paths, yet source was none
No beginning, no start means no end

Being wiped away by feelings
Being drown by evil thoughts
Being eaten by the guilt
Of broken promises and love
That I have tried to forget
But failed to do so desperately
When peace abandoned me, my mind
When heart skips beat each time when I
Loose my mind

But there is still a little light
That shines among the shadows
That burns away the wicked thoughts
It comes to me when I in need

The light, a little hope is there
That I may still redeem a chance
To retribute what I have thrown
To gain the love of Hers and mine

The hope is weak, and so am I
But there is nothing left behind
What saves me from the peace of darkness
Is the little hope I have inside

One day the questions will be answered
The feelings cleared, the thoughts all vainshed
I want to meet my dear, my love
And stay with her, stay by her side