Lost Innocence

I'm six years old and it's almost time for bed.
"come on Sarah lets get to bed" says Jim.
Jim is my moms boyfriend and he lives with us. My mom is asleep in her room so Jim is putting me to bed tonight.
"come on Sarah lets go into your room and I'll help you put your PJ"s on."
When we got into my room he closed the door and told me to take off my clothes. I started to undress, but he said I was doing it wrong. He took off my clothes for me and touched me everywhere. He told me that it was our little secret. After I was naked he laid me down and put his finger inside me. It hurt so I told him to stop, but he wouldn't. He kissed and licked me all over and when he was finished he told me not to tell and then left the room as I laid there crying and wondering what he did to me.