struggling my way through my mind is muddled and my moods changeable wondering what to do I don't mean to snap at you Its not what I mean to say and don't want to push you away. My mind can be irrational please don't take it personal I love you with all my heart I can't snap out of it once my illness starts. My emotions are enhanced I feel everything more than is normal with triggers building up I don't always stand a chance my thoughts and actions can be subliminal with support and understanding I can cope a little better I realise I may be demanding though its not consciously every day I'm battling the illness you can't see. Please try to understand I'm not bad I can mostly control it I can feel the polarity change counteract it with my medication before it turns the page I'm human just like you but my mind constantly changes its points of view my mind is not black and white but everything in between. people think I'm being awkward because my illness can't be seen. Don't judge everyone on first appearances get to know that person and what makes them tick you may be able to support them by just listening and showing you care it can make a difference just knowing you are there. |