WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST!

When I needed you most
You walked away from me
When I most needed you most
You flew miles away
In that time I realized
That I cannot rely on anyone
Because each one around has a selfish interest
I spent next few months alone
Wondering what I did wrong and why
I spent thousands of hours against a window sill
Stared at Sun, blowing wind, rain, ice and snow
It was always me and the same window
Weather changed from one to another
Until I reached the point where I had gathered all my strength
And one day realized that I wasn’t alone
I was the strongest woman I knew
I was not the weak link anymore
I started respecting myself for more and more every day
Weather started changing again from one to another
But this time I was walking hands in hands with the world around
I could smile again I was strong once again
I did it all alone all alone… when I needed you most!