Discontinued

I always wake up,
Prefer to be asleep;
Days pass by,
And I feel the same.

Agoraphobic,
I'll stay inside;
I even have the key,
To my prison door.

You'll keep me,
Only because of fear;
Incase you lose me,
And nothing more.

I'll fall asleep,
To forget the day;
Until I stop,
And walk away...

Today is the day I'll say goodbye...

Tarnished memories,
Lives lived before;
Familiar faces,
I can't recognise.

People & their friends,
The pieces always fit;
Picture-perfect,
All I'll never be.

I live alone,
I prefer my room;
Let hours pass away,
The world won't stop.

The only one who cares,
Could hurt me first;
Do I hurt them,
To save myself?

Today is the day I say goodbye...

Drowning myself,
To numb the ache;
Adding to reasons,
And the rest of me.

The rest will smile,
And I can only try;
Made to deny,
To fool us all.

The spare back-up,
Important when in need;
I'm hidden away,
Even in pain.

But I won't howl,
I'll just disappear;
Just ignore the truth,
And walk away...

Today I say goodbye...

Today's my goodbye...