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I am not willing to I am not wanting to- I am not reckless anymore. For you, I put my foot to earth and make the indent deep in stone. I am not able to wake one second more as myself without yourself shadow me and watch for I will touch the tree- and there I will leave most of me. I cannot breathe a single breath and not hold on deep inside that cloud of smoke that I breathe in, you are the air, the air. I am water, madly carving our initials into the very earth- for you to keep. In the salt, in the sea- I am full of sense aware I am, of you. I do not care for wars I cannot carry causes. My hands are full of us and we my arms are heavy- loaded down, with all the minutes I have lived without you. I found them and will rage and storm with all the loneliness I didn't know I had until you. I'll lay in wheat fields yellow thick and melt into the spiny swords and look to see the sky has puffed it's cheeks with playful, jeering joy for you. Beautiful you. And I will touch my hand to all I see The Stone, the sand and every yawn from every child. I will touch the fireplace and dance for you a wistful sinewy waltz. I will hide in all the rain and ride on gust of wind to blow your hat. In earth and stone you'll find me. I'll keep you safe with silver coins and all the places I can hide. And all this I give to you because I whisper sorrow deep- I can only be in one way now- I can only be for you. Sahn 5/14/15 |