Deadly Love - Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Where is she. Where is she. It has already 15 minutes past when we were supposed to meet. I am so nervous and so anxious. Maybe I did make it all up and there was no girl named Daniella. Wait! There she is with that same leather jacket, red lipstick, and curly blonder hair. Her legs are skinny and long. I stare a little bit and forget that she is waving at me. She calls my name and I snap out of it and wave back. She walks over to me and we continue to walk around the park awkwardly talking a bit about school and the first day of Senior year. She talks and I listen like usual. This time I care though and its weird. She talks about how she hates moving but its was maybe worth it meeting me. I blush and smile. I want to kiss her. I want to put my hands around her necks and waist and hug her tight and brush my lips against her lips. We sit down at a fountain and continue talking about our day and then she asks me what I do for fun. I tell her about swimming and how it takes away most of my free time other than studying for school. I ask her what she does and she says she has been doing gymnastics since she was 7 years old. I can't help but notice her smile and the sensation it brings me. My emotions are trying to burst out. Should I let them? Will she be the one I open up to? Her voice is so soothing to all the tightness in my body. What is she thinking? As we sit and talk I ask her about her past boyfriends and she says in reply that she has had no one. My hand gently caresses her hand and lays on top of it. My body fills with heat and m heart pumps faster and faster. It feels like it is going to explode. We look each other in the eyes. There is a moment of complete silence. I move in closer closer and closer till finally I can feel her breathe on me. She smells of some strangely addicting perfume. I move lips towards hers and I close my eyes. My heart pounding. I don't dare say a word for it might ruin my chances with this perfect and beautiful woman. Our lips connect and every hair stands up and an electric shock goes through my body. My hands are on her neck pushing us together. Nothing could break this bond. I continue to kiss her across her check and down her neck slowly and gently not to hurt this fragile being. I can feel her pulse. It's very strong. I make my way back up to her lips and taste her lips. I can feel our tongues touch and its amazing. The heat in my body goes away and I relax. It's like this was meant to be. It felt completely right and no one was going to ruin this for me. I pull away and we look each other in the eyes. Wow I say to myself.

Daniella
Magical. That's what that was. He's perfect. That was perfect. The way his hand caressed my hand and how it gently stroked my neck and back. It felt so good to have a moment like this. We barely knew each other but that didn't matter. He's perfect for me even the mysteries behind him. His warm body and smile. His lips pressed against mine. I wanted all of it to be mine. All of it. Only mine. I want this to last forever. I feel free and warm inside. I reach up and feel his chest. It's pounding. Such strong muscles. I want the shirt off. I want it all off. We stand up and walk towards his car. He slides his warm hand into mine and pulls me close. I never want him to let go. I never want this feeling to go away. It is all too good to be true. We get to his Jeep and he pulls two blankets and he says we are going to lay out under the stars and smiles. His smile makes me melt like butter. I would almost do anything to see that smile. I want his lips back on mine. He is a little shy while we walk over to the grass. He doesn't talk much but he doesn't need to. His body does all the talking for him. He lays down the blankets and we lay down close to each other. My body pushed up against his. His body is so warm and electric. It is almost as if his body has an electric current passing into mine. He slips his hand over to mine and we lock hands. I feel safe with him and I feel that I can trust him with anything. I never want him to leave me.

I Think I love her. The touch of our hands makes me feel safe with her. Can I trust her with my secrets? I never want her to leave me. I want this to last together. My emotions are building up to much. They are over flowing with love and passion and wanting to go farther. The touch of over bodies together feels amazing. I wonder if she likes me and this. Time to make another move. I roll over on top of her with my arms hold me up. Suddenly her hands reach down to the ends of my shirt and pull it up and over my head. She all mine and nobody can have her but me. I kiss her intensely and she wraps her arms around my neck. It's like we have done this a million times. Our tongues connect and the warmness is like a fire. Her arms are wrapped around me tightly and our bodies are sealed together permanently. I stopped kissing her and roll back onto my back. She roles onto her sides and caresses my chest and smiling back at me. She runs her hands through my hair. This is magical.

Daniella
I was right. He has amazing abs and muscles. They are all so prominent I swear he has not one once of fat on him. I feel his chest and abs. They are still very warm on this cold night. I give him a kiss on the cheek and he smiles. I lay down with one leg over him with my head resting on his shoulder. "This was amazing," I tell him. "You are amazing," I continue. He blushes and smiles again. He looks at me and says its time to go. We get back in his Jeep and he drives me home. We hold hands the whole way home not saying one word. We get to my house and he walks me to his front door and gives me a kiss goodnight. His shirt is still off and I can't get my eyes off of him. I want to melt back into his arms. He grabs my hips again and pulls me close. He whispers into my ear, "Same time tomorrow beautiful, but we will have something different planned." I walk inside and run to my bedroom and look out my window. His lights go away and my heart already aches. I already miss him. I don't feel safe. I am scared. I feel alone.

I almost hate myself for driving away. I cant wait to see her again tomorrow first hour. For some reason all those dark feelings go away and I feel free, but I hurt in a way that is different. Tears start to fall from my eyes. I get home and go straight to my bedroom and try to fall asleep. All I can think about is.. Daniella. Daniella. The name keeps repeating in my head. Sleep does not come to me this night.