my feelings in This is the way I live

I was feeling down and hurt
someone really had my heart and mind thrown off track bad
I gathered all the positivism I could and had gathered the strength to write a good piece to calm my nerves and sooth my soul a little.
In all honesty I wanted to die and I have put on a very believable front or fake smile so others around me wouldn't see the pain I had rolling back and forth through my heart and mind.
Some advice for anyone in a dark time just take a deep breath and think about what is best
Don't lose your head and love yourself enough to do what you have to do no excuses.
Stay true stay honest stay positive an even when others don't stay faithful to living your life and having a beautiful soul