All Insanity Invoked

Hello darkness, my buddy, my pal, my constant muse.
My path is chaos, self destructive and detrimental self abuse!
Welcome back my friend darkness, so nice to be seamed in warmth again.
Confusion is my milk and honey. Yet it is my bane, my stalking pain!

Step into my dreams, the realities of my mind....of my soul.
Where I feast upon wormwood and gall in my little black hole.
My secret heart flayed open; exposed for you to see.
Dining on my sins; digesting my follies and my dark realities!

Merry is the destruction, a carnival of drunken delight.
Dark seeds planted; hideous forms burst forth to blight!
Which leads into depression and the dark blue murder of sanity.
Heart and soul tattered and torn; flung into a black tarn of absurdity!

BELIEF? FAITH?
Concepts of the past? Dead and gone?
Something inside is fractured and blood soaked!
Far from the comforts and totally fucked!
No forgiveness, no salvation.....all Insanity Invoked!!

Injected and infected by crippling dementia.
Wrapped up and packed up.....convicted in absentia!
Brain raided! Slave traded! Fettered, hobbled and tied.
Whipped and stripped of all pride.....free will is denied!

This is no nightmare, only the manifestation of loss of control.
No more faith, cannot believe in me when all regret takes its toll!
Weak impulses...system's failing; spiraling into the abyss.
No one sees me anymore, I'm just a fucking number on a list!

Cerebral decay and the loss of the safe zone; so alone!
Out of the White and into the Black...left there to roam.
So sad! Too bad! Full frontal seige! No mercy, no more!
Locked away, self betrayed! No escape...no back door!

FAITH? FATE?
Concepts of the past? Dead?
Something inside is shattered and blood soaked!
Miles from the comforts and totally fucked!
No salvation, no forgiveness.....All Insanity Invoked!!

Respect? Reject?
The past? Gone?
Everything is scattered and blood soaked!
No comforts! Totally fucked!
All Insanity Invoked!