I Want to Sing My Life, But How Can I?

I Want to Sing My life, But How Can I ?

I want to sing my life, but how can I do this?

I should sing my youth, my health, and my promising future.

I am only twenty-three years old and you can say: wow, so young, so beautiful.

While I feel my time runs like water, my years pass before my eyes continuously.

I begin to feel anxious.

I am so innocent, so simple.

I have no idea of life’s hardness, of society’s complexity.

Once, there was a bird in my heart that singing every day.

I always had company, so I didn’t feel lonely.

And I didn’t think I am alone.

One day, you came into my heart, and my bird flew away.

For there is only small place in my heart.

From then on, you always live in my heart.

Sadness follows happiness.

And now I feel my heart aches.

My heart aches.

But you don’t know.

You have no idea how hurt my heart is.

I try to get you out of my heart.

And I fail every time I try to.

I don’t know what I should do.

I cannot control my heart, even almost lose my life.

But I have to learn to regain myself, and refresh my life, pick up my old dreams.

I hope one day I can meet you and marry you.

Now, I think I should put you aside for the moment.

I should fight for myself, for our future.

You are always in my mind. You are always in my heart.

How can I get you rid of my life?

I want to sing my life, but how can I?

Time is pressing and the task is big.

And I am afraid.

You’ll have no idea that once you come into my heart, you never leaves.