Permission

I need to know your secret
Why your sugar is laced with defeat
Hiding in dirty sheets
You're a monster underneath
Preying on rose colored cheeks
You sang my fears to sleep
Just to sneak a peek
Of my dreams
And use them to rape me
I'd've given you everything
Willingly, If you asked me
You just had to ask me
For whatever it was you really wanted
What caught your eyes?
What was the prize?
Something inside
This wanna-be bride
Engaged in your lies
Something you could find
An eagerness I couldn't hide
You knew it when I tried
You got your free ride
And made roadkill of my pride
Always a passenger
Passing her
Masking her
Questioning
But never really asking her
Because you know
You're in control
And you don't need
Permission
With this one