Dear Best Friend.

Dear Best Friend,



I guess i'm just writing because I have no other way to express how I feel, that or I don't know how to say this to you. I have known you since August 17th of 2011, for a little over three years now. The last time I physically seen you was April 22nd of 2014, this year. I miss you more than ever. I remember when we use to play football together and you'd try to go easy on me because i'm a girl or that time we would lay in the grass and look at the shapes of the clouds after school. Those are times I will never forget. Some news came up that you have spoken of that has changed my whole world. You're dying . The disease you have has lasted a long time and finally it is tearing you down. You told me this exactly 3 days ago. I've spent my time trying to stay strong for you and trying to keep it together but it's hard. Each night and every morning tears flood my eyes. I never thought I'd have to live a life without my best friend. We had our lives planned out. You were going to go to the NFL and buy me a music studio. I was suppose to be your cheerleader and be at everyone of your games. I was suppose to be leaving for the Marines and you were going to be right there at my graduation. Now, I have a month left. 31 days . In 31 days you will take your final breath and say goodbye to this cruel world. At least I know you won't be in pain anymore. I remember the times I would hold you as you would cry, I would try and catch you when you would fall. It tore me to pieces. You went to the hospital the same night I did after reaching a heart beat of 13. You have always been there. You're pretty much my other half. I honestly don't know where i'd be without you. You told me the other day that no matter what happens that I have to remain strong and stay where i'm at. I promised I would but this is going to hurt. It already breaks my heart and soul to think about it, can you imagine what it's going to be like when I finally get that phone call? I wish I could be there with you , be there for the next month. I miss you. I can't believe you're going to be gone.... Please don't leave me here in this cruel world by myself.. I can't do it.. As I sit here and write this , I am trying to not let a tear fall but maybe you'll see this. I love you and I'm going to miss the greatest and the best friend in this world.

Thank you for everything and thank you for always being there. You are amazing and the greatest soul i've ever met. Please don't leave just yet.

Your best friend,

Mary Jane..