Define the meaning of being dead inside.

Define the meaning of being dead inside
Another breath to make me feel alive
Looking up and slowly changing
Searching for the path to set me free

Another push sends me in motion
And ill leave you behind
You never cared for my emotion
And I found you tearing at my heart

Will I ever make it to my calm
I don't even know
And your words they feel so timeless
As I watched you go

To find the meaning of finding peace inside
Waiting for the words to make me feel alive
On my knees and slowly fading
Hoping that this change will set me free

Ill make it to my calm
I donât even know
And my words they feel so timeless
As I watched you go
killing me cause im making you go
just don't let go