Some
say I'm evil, others might even say I'm crazy. Most probably think
I'm both. But they're all wrong. All my life the world has taken from
me, ruined my life, so it's only fair that I return the favor. I want
the life that is rightfully mine, no matter the cost.
My
parents died when I was three years old. They died protecting me. I
was playing with some of the older kids in the village square when
the attack started. The other kids scattered, leaving me alone, I
didn't know what to do, where to go and I started crying when I
nearly got trampled over. Until these two strong arms wrapped around
me and lifted me up, like they always did when I needed help. I knew
my dad was always going to be there to save me. When we got home my
mother had opened the secret crawlspace where we hid our valuable
stuff and was emptying it. Dad set me down next to it and sat on his
knees next to mom and glanced at her before smiling at me. I should
have known something was wrong back then, that something was going to
happen. My dad hugged me first, telling me to be brave and that it
would all be over soon. Afterwards my mom pulled me close, her eyes
brimming with tears, I told her not to cry, everything would be fine
like always. She just hugged me tight, apologized, and before I could
ask why she murmured a spell and I was paralyzed. The two of them
gently laid me down in the crawlspace, put my favorite doll next to
me and covered me with a blanket before planting a kiss on my
forehead, saying goodbye and closing the crawlspace. They left me
there in the dark.
What
felt like an eternity later I started hearing a ruckus above me. It
sounded like the door got kicked in, my dad was shouting, my mom was
screaming before I heard her chanting some spells. I was terrified,
but my dad was really strong and my mom was the most powerful
sorceress in the entire village, surely this would be over soon and
they would have saved everyone, right? I tried not to listen to the
fighting just above the floorboards while I kept reassuring myself,
until...
Until
I felt this thick, gooey, warm liquid drip on my face and heard the
most terrifying sound ever. I think whatever had attacked our village
was laughing, the very sound of it filling me with dread.
The
thing stayed for a while, stomping through our house, knocking things
over, grumbling in a language I couldn't understand, it seemed to be
looking for something. It finally left after shouts in that same
guttural language came from outside and I softly started whimpering,
hoping they wouldn't hear.
Several
hours later I felt the effect of the spell fade and I started sobbing
harder and screaming for parents, for help, anyone... No one ever
came.
After
a couple days I woke up to the sound of hooves, scared the things had
returned looking for survivors I kept as quiet as I could, until I
heard a gentle female voice speaking the common tongue. I tried to
yell for help but my voice was too hoarse and my throat too dry from
not drinking for days, so instead I started hitting and kicking the
door of the crawlspace, hoping they would hear it and free me. After
finding and freeing me, the woman and her two companions cleaned me
up and fed me. They tried to ask me what had happened and I answered
as best as any three year old could. They then brought me to the
nearest orphanage, which was a few villages over. Each night I begged
the woman to let me stay with her, each night she told me she would
come get me when I was old enough. I never saw her again.
I
want to say that the orphanage was the worst place on earth, they
bullied me because I looked different from them. I have pale white
skin, with eyes as pale blue as the sky in the morning and hair as
black as the night. My dad always said that I looked just like my
mom, that I was beautiful, so why were they trying to tell me
otherwise? They stole my pillow, or wet my bed at night, or tripped
me as I was walking, took my food, the list goes on and on and on,
until one day he stood up for me. He was a few years older than me
and got in a lot of fights, all of which he won, so kids listened to
him. He took my hand and led me away from them, we were inseparable
ever since that moment. His name was William. He made this place
heaven for me.
On
the night of William's sixteenth birthday he asked me to sneak out of
the girls' room and meet him under the willow tree where we had
carved our initials in to mark it as our spot. I ran my fingers
through my long hair, hoping it didn't look like a mess before
climbing out the window. He was already at our tree, impatiently
pacing back and forth, and broke into a smile when he saw me
approach. He walked up to me and I grinned as I hugged him and said
"Hi, birthday boy! What was so important that couldn't wait until
morning?" ruffled his shaggy dark blond hair as I pulled back and
smiled. He blushed a little and looked away before answering "I
just wanted your face to be the first I saw when I turned sixteen..."
I
giggled the way fourteen year old girls do when they're nervous and
sat down to stare up at the starry night sky. "Don't be so cheesy,
Will."
He
sighed and sat down next to me, "I meant it, Thalia, I..." He
sighed again, "I don't know how to...how to say this."
I
looked at him curiously, William was never at a loss of words. His
green eyes looking at me in a way I didn't quite understand, he
lifted his hand to my chin and pulled face closer to his and suddenly
he kissed me. I was shocked. It felt like a million butterflies were
set loose in my stomach, and then it stopped and he was apologizing
over and over, "I shouldn't have done that, I'm so sorry, Thalia,
please forgive me, I -"
I
looked into those beautiful eyes of his and said "No," before
kissing him, "I love you, William, so don't you dare apologize."
He
grinned from ear to ear, "I love you too, Thalia," we spent the
rest of the night talking and kissing under our willow tree. He asked
me to marry him a few years later, I truly believe we are destined to
spend eternity together.
We
lived happy together for several years, we bought a small farm
together that we worked on, we let villagers in need of money work on
our farm and gave them extra food when the day was over, everyone
knew we would always help anyone. The produce we didn't use ourselves
I took to the markets. I was a pretty good saleswoman, but whenever I
saw some orphans I couldn't help but sneak them an apple or some gold
to buy something, I knew their lives were tough, I just wanted to
make it a little easier for them.
Shortly
after my twenty-first birthday had passed I found out I was with
child. I didn't know how I would tell William, of course we had
talked about having a family, but he always talked about having one
in the future, when we had enough gold to never have to worry about a
single thing. And here I'd gone and ruined his plan. Will found me a
few hours later, still in my night gown, on the floor, hugging my
knees to my chest. He got on his knees in front of me and touched my
forehead, "You don't feel warm, what's wrong?"
I
just shook my head before staring at my feet. He sighed and stroked
my cheek before pulling my face up. I made the mistake of looking
into his eyes, the little smirk that came over his face told me he
knew he would get the truth now, so...I told him we were having a
baby and closed my eyes, expecting him to be upset with me. Instead
he pulled me up, twirled me around and said that was the best thing
I've said since I've accepted his proposal. After we celebrated
privately he said the whole town deserved to know, so we went to our
favorite tavern and celebrated until it was dark out.
We
were walking home, dancing would be the more correct term for what we
were doing, and William was singing the heroic tales of our own baby,
it made me giggle like a young schoolgirl. Don't get me wrong, Will
can sing, but he's no bard. But then he came. That abomination. A
vampire. He said he could smell new life in me, that that was his
favorite meal. That my baby was going to be this monster's food. He
advanced on me and I backed up, looking for ways to defend myself,
when William attacked him. He knocked the creature to the ground and
they wrestled for a while. The vampire got the upper hand and Will
looked at me, his face all bruised and bloodied, he yelled at me to
run, but I couldn't leave him. I flung myself at the vampire,
scratching at his face, yelling the few spells I knew, kicking and
screaming at him, I just wanted to either help my husband or wake up
people who could. The vampire just chucked at my feeble attempts
before throwing me into a tree, knocking the air out of my lungs. I
could only watch and sob as he drained William.
Next
he came for me, I protected my stomach with my arms, trying to
scramble away from him, I didn't want him to take the last thing I
had of Will's. I screamed as he broke both my arms with ease and
straddled my legs. I begged him not to, but he just grinned at me,
making sure I saw his bloodstained fangs. William's life force
dripping from that monster's teeth... Before he could do anything I
started begging him to end my life, to let me join Will, but that
just made him laugh. The pain that exploded from my abdomen next was
indescribable, it's like being ripped apart. Well, I suppose I was.
I
woke up dazed several days later. I slowly sat up, my head spinning
from the slight movement, and took in my surroundings. Clean white
walls, white tiles on the floor, six beds on each side of the wall,
some people with bloodied bandages covering parts of their head or
arms occupied a few beds on the wall opposite me. There was a nurse
scribbling away in notebook at a desk beside a window. She noticed me
sitting up and scurried over, pushing me back down on the pillows,
but I resisted and croaked for William. Surely if they could save me
they could save him too. They had to have saved him, he's my
everything, my very soul. She just looked at me sympathetically while
shaking her head. When I asked about our baby she just ran away from
my bed. I don't remember much after that. I spent most of the time
crying, barely touched my food and asked every nurse or healer why
they were too lazy to save the two things that were the most precious
to me. After a while they stopped coming to my bedside.
After
my wounds were healed I was free to go home. They offered to walk
with me, but if they couldn't even bother to try saving Will, why
would they help me if I got attacked again?
I
could feel everyone's eyes on me as I walked through the village.
They were all just hiding in their houses, peeping through their
windows like they had when Will died, probably gossiping about how I
lost him...how I lost our child...And it's all their fault. After
everything we did for them they just sat back and let us be attacked,
they listened to to my screams...and not one of them had come to our
rescue. So why do they deserve to live more than they did? Why did
our unborn child have to pay for their cowardice? Why should pathetic
scum like that be allowed to have children when they stole that away
from me? My rage kept building as these questions were repeating in
my head as I walked on. When I reached the front door to our house I
snapped. The villagers had left flowers for William, as if they
cared. They, who sat safely in their homes, just listening while he
was being slaughtered, to his child being torn out of his wife,
pretended to care, unfortunately for them, I know the lying scumbags
never did.
I
started destroying the traitors' flowers, this caused a few villages
to come out of their homes to get a better look at me. Someone tried
to stop me but I shrugged them off. When I finished I glared at
everyone, they were all responsible for what happened, they had to
die. My vision grew red as I started slaughtering the entire village,
no one was to be spared. I laughed maniacally, firing spell after
spell, completely covered in blood, with parts of my hair singed from
my fire spells. What felt like minutes actually lasted hours, but
finally the job was done. Through the smoke and fire I could faintly
see the outline of a dragonlike figure, but I didn't care anymore,
I've killed the ones responsible and I was exhausted. I went inside
and got my staff and packed a traveling kit and started walking until
sunset before settling down to sleep. The echoes of their screams
made my dreams ever so sweet.
The
next morning I got up, gathered my things and headed to the next
village. They all looked at me strangely, I couldn't stand the looks
they gave me and this indescribable rage came over me once again,
making me butcher this village too. At least I got free food and new
clothes out of it.
My
journey went on like this, soon I became well known in the lands and
people knew not to look at me, they brought me offerings in hopes of
surviving, I asked them of news of vampires and eventually was
brought to a necromancer. He told me there was a way to get my
William back. That he would teach me. He also told me that there were
rumors of a nest of vampires in Greenest. First I need to kill those,
I will never have William as long as there are vampires walking the
earth.
And
so I set out to Greenest.
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