Fear, Why?

fear,why are you not living me?
i keep on telling myself 'i am not scared'
but still you came.
i don't know what to do
even myself doesn't know
how i wish i could be someone anything else
someone whose like what i've read
someone who's cold,brave,and had herself on
how i wish to overcome you
fear,let me go
please don't let me be like this
i'm tired of being like this
i'm tired of being afraid
i'm tired of having you,,,fear!
Fear,because of you i couldn't find myself
i'm like living to be different,
pretending to smile,even in the inside it really hurts
because of you fear,i'm hurting myself
i can't express the real me
i can't do things i want,say what i know,and make them see what i can do
please tell me
tell me fear,why me?!