You're not there

When something happens I want to share.
I look for you and you're not there.
No one close to have and hold.
No more snuggles when I get cold.
You've cut me off communication wise.
Just emails and occasional passing hi's
When I am feeling all alone.
Not even a number for me to phone.
You say you love me and you care.
but when I want you, you're not there.
A trip you took without goodbyes.
leaving me here with the tears I cry.
I love you with all of my heart.
as I stare into the lonely dark.
I wonder how life can be so unfair.
when I really need you, you're not there.