Help me, save me

What do I do when I can't escape the pain?
Well, I thought you'd be able to see,
I slice through my skin and cover them for only me
My pain is no one's gain

Help me

These scars are back
My thoughts are under attack
Please I can't fight
Help me find the path that is right.

Lead me

Lead me through the trees
Let me see the meadow
For all I have seen is the dark forest
Instead of the meadow full of bees

Stop me

Now that I have seen the sky
I will enter my Cavern
start the blood's flow
and slit right across my thigh

Help.