You get what you give

You'll never know the truth
Too busy running from what almost captured you
Willingly slaved for love
The fruits of your laborious efforts
With nothing to show, but bitter indifference
So far gone, and hell bent
On extracting revenge
Pieces, and fractures mending
Beating slowly, yet louder now
From one you won't cower away from
In case it gets away from you
You refuse to pull it close
Damages always reveal the costs
Of gambling with your heart
Was it all really worth it?
Guessing that you'll never know
Cognitive dissonance putting you in such conundrums
Of it being wrong, being horribly wrong
Although, it began to finally feel alright
You've always wore it all on your sleeve
Now, it's begun to have you believe
That you wasting your time
Seeing such fatal flaws
In the logic of love
Somethings are just out you hands
Leave it all up to chance
That someday you will be loved.