I will not

Hello my friend
Why are you here?
Have you come to gloat
Or laugh at my fear?

See these marks?
Or even those stains?
Can't you tell
You caused too much pain?

Every time you hit me
I can see your anger
But my question is
What is the point?

I'm stopping this here
I'm stopping this now
This is the end
Of the time you are my fear

Watch my tears
Though I show no fears
You could probably see my shaking hands
Though my death is in your sands

You are my reason
If this counts against me
And I go to Hell
Remember this

My sin is Suicide
And your sin is greed

Never mind this
You will not win

I will not die in your sands
You can tell I will not die at your hands
I will not quake in your tracks
I will not let you in

Remember these words

As I walk away
You will see this
My hand will be up
And I will wave

'cause your sin is Greed
And mine is Pride