When Life's a Nightmare

Life’s a nightmare, even without my past
Not as much fear as I just want to rest
Been carrying these heavy stones more than many a year
Been carrying my poor lil bones forever and forevermore I fear

To many another who’ve never dreamt nor tasted
They we bother when we work to find a ways end
It’s understandable; they fear and find it sick
But we too are people, we bare all and still life makes no sense

It’s never much easier as we say goodbye
Even we fear…I will not lie
But even falling into the abyss, or only hell
The idea we love, its happiness, makes us feel well

But some of us do not have the strength to pull it off
We mess up or something, something makes us stop
That doesn’t mean it’s the last of the dream
We go on until we get that feeling

It’s like a drug, feel it within every breath you take
Never enough, the adrenaline, the feeling it creates
Once it’s in your system it wont let you go
Embrace the toxin, feel it in your soul