Seasons will change

running through the snow
face enlightened by my joy
will I ever be happy?
do I know what true happiness is?
The sun comes out
melts my happiness away

green grass glistening in the sun
the fresh smell of dew 
can I ever find my way back to this
flowers blossoming pink,red,yellow
can you see the beauty I am seeing?

leaves turning colors
cherry red is all I can see
blinding my eyes
what am i going through?
will this ever happen again
will my seasons turn on me 

i guess I'll never know
what seasons are truly with us
how can I tell what i feel?
will i ever see it again
we shall see next time
I know I'll truly be me