Draft of Prologue for My Heart is Yours

Prologue

         Samantha slept in her white threadbare sheets. Tonight the wind was coming through particularly strong from the cracks in the wooden boards on her window. Her small body shivered.
         The door creaked open and her mother entered. Sam had the same blonde hair and slightly tanned skin as her mother. Her eyes were her own though. Changing from blue, to grey, to blue-grey, to green or any combination of these colors seemingly simultaneously. Sandra’s hand approached her daughter’s shoulder and she shook her roughly awake. The clock on the wall read three o’ clock in the morning. Sam rubbed her eyes. “Come on!” her mother said as she looked over her shoulder. “Get out of bed, now!” She grabbed a hammer from the toolbox they kept in Sam’s room, went to the boarded up window and started tearing the boards to the floor. Wood splintered through the air. “Go on.” She gestured to the window. “Get out. Go.”
         Sam hesitated for half a second then climbed through. She knew she couldn’t ask questions. She got into trouble when she asked questions.
         Sandra wiggled through the window; she cursed aloud as the glass cut her shoulder.
         “Don’t try to run away from me!” The hoarse shout came from behind them. Sam’s father. Sam knew what it meant when he was like this.          
Sandra pushed Sam into the car, ran to the other side and jumped in. “Mommy,” Sam said as they went speeding past houses. “What’s wrong?”
         “If you must know, your father’s more drunk than usual. He has a gun and he says he’s gonna kill us. Satisfied?” Sam’s eyes widened she looked in the rearview mirror. There was a car right on their tail. Sam stretched in the front seat to see who it was; she recognized the face of her father. “Mommy!” She yelled. Her mother ignored her. “The only reason I’m taking you with me is cuz as a single parent with no job I could get some money from the government.” “Mommy!” she yelled again. “Otherwise I’d just let him kill you.” The car stopped, jolted forward and stopped again. “Damn it. We’re out of gas.” Sam’s mom said aloud.
         Beside them, Sam heard the screech of tires. Her father scooted across the front seats. Blonder hair hit Sam’s face as she turned her head toward him. By the time she did her father had already pulled out the gun. Sandra frantically tried to get the car started. Too late. An arm shot out around her neck; holding her fast. He held the shiny black gun to her head and before Sam could scream from the sound, the trigger was pulled and her mother’s body slumped over on the steering wheel. Deep red blood gushed out of her head onto the floor.
         Before Sam climbed out of the car window, her father’s eyes met hers. There was nothing there. No sorrow, no fear, no pain, no love. Nothing.
         The source of the sirens came to their side. Two police cars with their lights flashing and sirens wailing. Sam clasped her little hand around the handle on the car door; the door opened easily and she fell out onto the cold asphalt. Her eyes took in a small bush about a yard away. She scurried to it and hid within it’s hard branches, lush with dark green leaves.
         A young policeman saw her scurry out of the corner of his eye. This was one of his first times being called – he had only recently graduated from the police academy. He had never seen such devastation. Sure, he thought, compared to a war zone this is nothing. But I’ve never seen a husband murder his wife before. With a little girl hiding in the bushes. All of this went through his mind before he crossed to the bush where Sam was hiding.          She tried to run but he gently caught her arm. “It’s okay, sweetie.” He said. “We’re here to help.” Her big, sad eyes stared up at him. He tried to offer her a reassuring smile, but he was rather sure that it came out more like a grimace. He picked her up and walked her over to the other policemen.
Sam was taken to an orphanage about an hour and a half away. Six months later she was adopted by Mr. and Mrs. Ramsden. They had three sons. Craig was the oldest; four years older than Sam. Then there was John; one year older than Sam. The youngest was Matt; two years younger than Sam.
         Craig, John and Matt were good friends with three other boys in town. Mr. and Mrs. Ramsden had been friends with these boys’ parents and they had all grown up together. It was new to have a little girl introduced into the mix.
Their town wasn’t the best town to be living in. Nearly everyone between the ages of thirteen and twenty-five either carried a gun or a blade. With the thought that it was for protection; though it didn’t always turn out that way.  The town wasn’t exactly poor; they had enough money for their bills and groceries. Although there was little to no disposable income.
         Sam grew up with these boys and they all kept an eye on her. Besides Matt she and Jason were the youngest, so everyone looked out for them, even more so than Matt. They felt that Matt could more or less take care of himself. They looked out for Jason more because he was very shy and as he got older could be a nervous wreck. They looked out for Sam more because she’s a girl. Simple as that; that’s what they all said.
         In 1964 tragedy hit the Ramsden family. Four months before Sam turned sixteen her adoptive parents were killed in a car wreck by a drunk driver. Craig refused to have their family split up. He became John, Sam and Matt’s legal guardian.
         By 1964 Sam had lost both sets of parents. She hoped with all of her heart to not lose anyone else.