He Inspires Me

                                         
                          My Love
My phone makes a noise when a message comes through
I check every time in case it’s from you
Right now you’re away in some faraway place, so
I close my eyes and I picture your face
I whisper your name and hope that you hear
I squeeze my pillow and pretend that you’re near
I look out my window at the stars up above, and
Ask for your safety “please protect my love”
I try not to cry, I try to be strong
I listen and listen to your favorite song
Forever and for always you’ll stay in my heart
Despite all the miles that  keep us apart
Forever and for always, these words are so true
Forever and for always I’ll be in love with you.



                            The Decision

Are you searching inside yourself trying to find where we went wrong
Are you looking back and seeing we have not been here too long.
Are you looking to the future without knowing where you’re going
Are you walking down a dark path without any way of knowing.
Is there a rainbow at the end or a darkened sky above
Will you find yourself alone or will you find the one you love.
Are you weighing all your options looking for a better way
Are you asking those two questions should you go or should you stay.
It matters not what you decide I ask one thing of you
When you make your decision will you let me know it too.


                                                     

                                  Tagged: I’m It

When I think of you it amazes me that someone like you could exist.
It always takes my breath away remembering the first time we kissed.
I think of your voice when you say my name it always feels like a caress.
I have no free will left, no thoughts of my own, for now it’s my heart you possess.
I remember that day I looked on my page, the first time I looked in your eyes.
Wasn’t looking for romance, not looking for love, can’t believe I was caught by surprise
Going profile by profile, buying pet after pet, and having a whole lot of fun.
Seeing interests and matches which one did I want, I knew I didn’t want anyone.
Hello beautiful, are you single, what are  you looking for, hope no games.
I’d hear these words a lot before but from you they weren’t the same.
You asked “can I know all about you”, I asked what you wanted to know
I wasn’t sure what to answer to this, wasn’t sure how much I should show.
Then came that unexpected answer, the one word that made my heart sing.
The answer that grabbed me and trapped me, that word that you typed “everything.”
So here we are all these months later, and the time that we have has been long.
With nothing but texting and pictures our relationship is really quite strong.
So here’s to the site that we met on and to the words that you said that first night.
And to all the thoughts that said this was wrong, and the words that have
proved that it’s right.



                    Just Confused…Not To Worry

You were there for an instant and then you were gone
Faster than the blink of an eye
Did we say hello or was it a dream
I feel confused but I just don’t know why.
So short was the time so few were the words
That it might not have happened at all
And if there was any reaction from me
Then the reaction was there but quite small.
And it sits in my mind like an ant on a hill
Too tiny a thing to reply to
Don’t know what to do don’t know what to say
I guess there’s just nothing I can do.
So this one I think would be better by far
If I drop it and let it go by
Analyze it too much and I might get it wrong
Just forget it stop thinking don’t try.
But I thought on it more and I figured it out
Came up with a thought I could keep
Everything was alright everything was okay
My baby had fallen asleep.


                                               

                        Missing You
Missing you baby does a number on my heart.
I’m always thinking of you every moment we’re apart.
Missing you beloved every day and every night.
Missing you and wanting you just to hold me tight.
Missing you while standing here holding back my tears.
Missing you and needing you to chase away my fears.
I feel your distance way too much but I don’t know what to do.
So I’ll just spend my days my nights each second missing you.



                            Thinking  Of  You
In the morning and at night in sunshine and in showers
All I do is think of you and this goes on for hours.
I know there’s other things in life that I should really do
But even in the midst of it there’s still the thoughts of you.
My mind is out of focus my actions out of touch
I guess it could be possible that I think of you too much.
But when my mind is elsewhere and things get really tough
I figure when that happens I’m not thinking of you enough.
But if thinking of you makes me happy and not thinking of you makes me sad
Then thinking about you all the time, there’s no way that can be bad.

                                               
                                                Tick Tock         


Counting hours that  turn into days, my love for you in so many ways,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.
The seconds pass, then the hours pass too, days upon days when I think of you,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.
From daylight to nightfall, from dusk to dawn, the love from you that I depend upon,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.
Patiently waiting for the day we meet, the sound I hear as my heart skips a beat,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.
I walk on beaches,  I walk down my street, raindrops falling like tears to my feet,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.
The anticipation, just how much before, the sound of your heartbeat outside my door,
Becomes like the ticking of a clock.