Just by me

Standing in the rain, we were
Hand in hand,
Standing barefoot on the gentle Earth.
You said forever,
I did ,too.
What does forever mean to you?

I looked into you eyes,
You took my breath away.
For what I saw belonged to the skies,
But I saw the rainbow in your eyes.
A rainbow just for me,
But it told only lies.

I was the one you did despise,
But you played it off as love.
The love was only mine,
And you played me for a fool.
You were builing bridges,
And I was just a tool.

Sorry little Tulip,
For I was just a game.
You tore my heart in two,
So now I'm not the same.
But I still love you,
And I will miss you,
Yes, I still love you,
But I feel blissful.

Alone I am now,
You hurt me inside-out.
But I'm picking myself up.
And I'm never going to stop.
I will always want you,
It's you who doesn't care.
But I will move on.
It's you who doesn't dare.