Life

Life

As I was going through a very tough situation I had went to an adult for some help. I was ready to end things and start all over. I was tired of going through things. I felt as if I couldn’t handle it anymore. People were judging me. I had no friends, didn’t have anybody to go to about things. All I thought was why go through all this suffer and pain. I can just end it and I’d have no more pain or I wouldn’t have to suffer anymore. As I went on and on everyday talking to no one and staying to myself and being lonely was enough pain.
I would lay in the bed in the dark and cry myself to sleep. I would get up the next day and be extremely exhausted, but I’d have to go on with my day. It caused me to loose appetite I never feel like eating I was embarrassed to eat in front of anyone at school. I felt like I would get called fat or be judged for the way I eat or just anything. I began to realize I needed to end it with some of my friends that are bringing me down and made me feel bad about myself. I needed to choose better friends. Ones that would help me build my self-esteem. Friends I could go to about things to just get it off my chest, the ones I can act myself around. I needed to make better choices in life. Ones that will get me somewhere, and not the choices that get me down and depressed.