Paragraph on self contemplation

Paragraph on self-evaluation and inner-contemplation


I feel myself falling away from the reality of life, the feeling of being, living for the moment; full of flowing positives rippling ecstatic though your body and out of your fingertips into the air around you. That air, which if felt, seeps into those people around us. They joke and laugh and all the while your face is full of joy on the outside yet truly within you there is an isolated distance hovering between you and totality and the laugh on your face and in your eyes, hangs there false, icy, and rigid with helplessness.