it happens everytime

I dont know why it happens. Every time i seem to find the one i want to spend my life with, someone else comes in and either wrecks it all, or i start having feelings for another girl. Am i destined to die alone? to never find true love? i really hope the answer is no. without love, there'd be no point to life. Kera... the one girl who's always stuck by me even when i turned my back on her. for the last 3 years, even i was with some other girl, i kept reminding myself how much more i felt with her. and now we're actually kinda together :) only the landscape of america separates us. since my last break up, i've talked to her more and more n now i've never felt so sure that she is who i should marry. but then theres these other guys she knows and she says they're just like me. that basically makes me un-needed. so i show her every day how much i need her. but now theres another girl in the picture and i feel like somehow, in my mind, im falling for her :( God im such a mess. cant keep my mind straight for 3 seconds. i want and need kera yet i almost feel like the new girl needs me. i dont know what to do anymore so i just focus on kera