My Love is Behind Me

I used to knock on one heart
But I was used;
I’m so pathetic to believe that she did love me.
I was so in loved then,
But why every girl I fell do same things to me?
They used and damped me;
I’m so fragile, but no more!
I kept telling myself:
Not to fall again
But heart can’t stop from loving.

Heart beats insane as this girl pass through me,
She’s new to my eyes.
I never been so attract like this before
Aside from her…
Could it be she’s the one?
The heck I know?!

Days; months passed
Nothing changed between us.
I kept on having this uncontrollable breathing,
Catching my breathe just looking at her.
But I have enough!
No more!
But what else I can do?

This heart of mine trembling just seeing her,
Until she spoke to me:
You can sit beside me, I won’t bite.
She smiled; I’m speechless.
My knees are shaking
I never felt this thing before
I think I know you
Her voice so sweet as she said that.

I can tell she’s teasing me and I don’t care.
I’m not stalking you
Words came from me
I wonder why I’m like this around her
She smiled so warmth
But I can’t hold back;
Not any longer.

I kissed her
Surprised and apologized that’s what I did
But she just smiled and said:
I’m waiting for you to do that.
After hearing those words,
I recalled everything.

She’s always there behind me
Watching me fall and fail again
She’s still there waiting for me to look at her
And thee it goes again
My heart feels so happy.

Now, I can finally say I’m in love.
So in love with my best friend
A best friend that I almost forgot I have one;
The one who always hold my heart
For a longest time that I’m searching for,
Now I found and have her.