Memory, May I?

May I mourn the spring right through?
Dance amongst the flowers.

May I shun the rain drops dew?
Waste away the hours.

May I find a life worth living?
Work with a new meaning.

May I interview with purpose?
Radiate true feeling.

Half this month of May is gone.
Six weeks have passed me by.
May I find that which I seek,
Instead I wonder why.

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Form: Freestyle
Image Credit: http://kwikblog.kwikmed.com/2013/03/26/new-research-shows-infections-may-hurt-me...
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Entry for "Invalid Item" 
This month (April-May 2013) we have words to inspire you.

Please use all of the below words in your poem. Bold or underline them so that judges can see them quickly to make sure you followed the rules. You can use any form but you must list the form you used or what your form structure is if you made up your own form.
Spring
rain
flowers
April or May (choose one month to put into your poem)
dance

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2nd Place Win! "Invalid Post"  
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Thought process: I'm still unemployed, I've had several interviews and just as many rejections. No one will give me a legitimate debrief so I'm stuck wondering if it's me or just more qualified candidates.The title comes from the fact that after taking a math assessment with a company I feel like my memory/brain is failing me in regards to school crap. I've been out of college 3 years now! Not used to all those fractions, math word problems, and what not, gah.
I feel like I waste too much time doing nothing, but the weather's so nice, it's hard to feel too guilty...