Is it Goodbye?

I fall, into a deep emptiness i fall,
Alone, my soul is drench my heart is torn;
Sorrow held back what's left in me and all,
If these tears are my only hope, come roll endlessly and I'll mourn.

But sadness never bears with joy for once,
I'm on my own, my shadow in the fading light I see;
If this emptiness is a wonderful dream, it's a wisp of chance,
But it's not, I have to grasp with reality.

Maybe I clutched the truth so tightly in my chest over and over
And yet my heart suffers outside the fantasy;
Now the pains unbearable, more than a buried dagger,
All I know is there's one thing left to say- adieu, I have to end this misery.