New

New is special, new is strange. It's hard to adjust to a different stag, playing the roll of a stupid fool, drowning in a lovers pool. Shallow waters that pull you in strip you, break your heart again, and again. Feeling like you can't be yourself , giving your all til theirs nothing left. What makes us fall for such stupid thing? Putting ourselves in position that are so strange. My face reflect the damage done. People tell me I use to look young but now they see 10 years of age, the sadness and even the rage. I want again to be beautiful me ans happiness is all they can see, the process is slow and and recovery slower, I know to love her is to know her. So now I'm trying to love myself, not selfishly but to protect myself, from being stupid and not seeing that some people are less than right, for love is a battle zone and truly a fight.