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i sit her to collect my thoughts
Of  all the things you did to me
Its not important what I did to you
I screamed, I yelled, but somehow you
had the balls to cheat on me.

Not saying it makes it ok
To become the horrible person
You were to me.
But isn’t that much more justifiable
When you lie to me, steal from me
Totally shatter me.

How do I explain my ways
When yours are one big mystery.
You lost it all, I had given you everything
The only thing you gave to me was
One big helping of my sole companion misery.

Angry doesn’t even begin to describe
How you made me feel each day and night

-circa 2004

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