Note to Self

Why did you do it?
you know you shouldn't have

You had a feeling
that it was going to turn out this way
..but you did it anyway

You were just trying to keep things
normal as they could be

Even though the circumstances
were less than desirable

You've gone past the phase of
the "can't help-its";
Can't help yourself
in or out of this

Your feelings are too strong
that they can't be weakened

Why do you continue in this
relationship...
its ruining...you

Thats it! You must destroy everything
that reminds you of HIM

I promise you,
you will feel better..

Well...on second thought
I recall that attempt last time

You just found a way
to resurrect and make new memories

What am I going to do
with you?

I don't know how to help you

I want to help you

I want to free you

I want you to love yourself again..

Please! You are the only YOU
that you have..