Can you see me?

I'm so scared now
So lost in my fears about
Being surrounded but alone
Feeling lost in my own home

You can look in my eyes
But you'll never see
The pain that's inside
Hiding deep within me

I'll take the abuse
And I'll let you go
I'll laugh in your face
Because you'll never know

And I'll keep it that way
It's just easier to leave
Than to let you all in
And let you really see me