Mess of me

Mess of Me

Infected by sin it's devoting grasp is holding from the inside dissolving my integrity leaving me exposed to ridicule and abandonment but in order to get rid of the mess I have become you have to cut off a piece of yourself temptation knows what your weaknesses are and just cause you redeem yourself doesn't mean that they will disappear this is a fight for love a life lived can only to be lost if you never lived. A dead faith is a dead body trying to pull out the sin that has a hold on you is impossible on your own if you fill yourself with Gods love there will be no room for sin I don't have all the answers I never will but I know God will give me what I need to live on and the strength to see the end of this day only to fight for my last whenever my time comes I want to make his name known in my life I want to over flow in his presence rejecting the grasp of the demons I have fought for so long I want to love I want to fall in love I want to be loved I want to be held in place re-enforced in a strong foundation feel the warm touch of someone who will never leave my side to have a connection with someone where I know that I will never be abandoned I love and I've never lost not letting myself close enough to face rejection not taking the risk to see my dreams come true or my nightmares taking ahold of what I love most ashamed embarrassed I'm not, fearful I am lose is worse then to not know the truth my truth can't change someone else life I just wish I knew how they felt love is very personal and delicate thing but other feelings are not dependent on mine