Rachel and Me

It was mid-May When i was put on 2North at the institue of phsyciatry. I was there for a few days when the most beautiful girl walked in as a paitent and she said that her name was Rachel. I was there cause i tried to kill myself and she was there for cutting herself. As soon as our eyes met I just knew that she was the one I've been waiting for. I asked her to be my girl and she told me yes. After 4 or 5 days I asked her to marry me the day she turned 18 and she said yes as well. So I told her I was going to get her a big diamond ring when i had enough money. But a few days after I asked her to marry me she had to leave 2North and I cried for hours after she left and I swore that I would not eat if I can not see her and I did not eat for the rest of the day. But Ayla, a friend, told me that Rachel would feel like it was all her fault if I did not eat anymore. After I thought about how Rachel would feel and I started eating the next day. A couple of days after Rachel left I left and as soon as I got home I called her but i realized it was a school day and thats when her father picked up.
"Is Rachel home?" I asked him
"who is this?" Rachel's father asked me
"John Mathewes, me and your daughter was on 2North together." I replied
"In Charleston?" he asked
"Yes sir" I replied
"Why are you calling John? he asked
"To see how Rachel is doing." I lied
"I will let her know that you called." he told me
Around 5 O'clock that same day I tried to call her again that same day but noone picked up the phone. Over the next 2 days I must have tried to call her at least 100 times before her father picked up and he told me "Is this John?"
"Yessir" I said
"I've been trying to get ahold of you for a while." he told me
"Why?" I asked him
"So that I could tell you that I dont want you to contact my daughter anymore." he told me.
After I hung up the phone I sent Rachel a text to her E-mail address saying that "I miss you and your father is such a dick". she replied saying "I already knew that and asked me if I was going to do what her father told me to do(which was not contact her anymore). I replied saying "HELL NO!! Im going to keep contacting you untill we get married and dont have to sneak around to contact each other." Then she replied "you would do that for me?" I told her "Of course!!" She replied saying "I love you so much much and I have my phone now so you can call me now. Isnt that great."
"thats really great." I replied.
I tried to call her but found out that her father blocked my number so I used my mothers cell phone and told her "your father blocked my other phone number."
"I know he did im sorry for that" she said
"Its not a big deal we can still work around it right?" I asked
"Of course we can but when my father is around im going to call you by a different name, is that okay?" she asked
"Of course it is baby." I told her.
"I got to go I love you" she told me
"I love you too" I told her and she hung up.
We continued to go around her father and kept talking to each other untill her father got tired of catching us talking on the phone and reported it to MUSC and MUSC called my mother and told her "If John doesnt stop calling Rachel then Rachels father will call the cops on him." When I was told this me and Rachel started to go behind our parents backs and contact each other. We started to get smarter and talked through my facebook account under a fake name. we continued to contact each other untill I got arrested for something my step-father accused me of doing something I never did on June 28th and sat in CCDC (Charleston County Detention Center) for 2 months waiting to go to court. The judge sentenced me to 35-45 days in CEC (Costal Evaluation Center). I left CEC on my 37th day and went back to CCDC for 2 weeks before I went to court again. I left CCDC on Nov. 11. Then the judge sentenced me to indefinite probation, put me under DSS custody. My DSS case worker put me in a fosterhome untill my mother got her own place to live in. Well as soon as I could get on a computer(which was Nov. 1st) I contacted her but now its nov. 13th and still no word from her yet.





Can someone please tell me what i should do about just getting out of jail and not hearing from her after a while?